Bitch Cruzin
The it sucks feelings
it sucks how we can’t be. it sucks how we can’t kiss. it sucks how we can’t make love. it sucks how we can’t hold hands. it sucks how we can’t express our feelings to eachother in person. it sucks how i can’t look into your eyes. it sucks how we can’t play games when were bored. it sucks how we can’t watch sad movies together. it sucks how you can’t hold my hand when im driving. it sucks how we can’t compete to eachother on how much we love eachother. it sucks how i can’t massage you when your tense. it sucks how we barely know eachother in person. it sucks how we can’t walk around when were sad. it sucks how i can’t feed you when your hungry. it sucks how we can’t throw popcorn in the air & catch it with our mouths. it sucks how i can’t tie your shoes when they get untied. it sucks how i can’t creep up to you & give you a big hug & kiss. it sucks how i can’t be there to support you when you need it. it sucks how i can’t pick you up from school or drop you off to school it sucks how we can’t do the the things we really wanted the most. it sucks that i see you laying there when your tears begin to fall. it sucks how when we try something but it all turns to imagination. it sucks how i can’t lay next to you when you fall asleep & say goodnight. it sucks how i can’t wake up to you in the morning making you breakfast & give you a goodmorning kiss. it sucks how we can’t do cute things together have fun events when were laughing & being happy. it sucks how we can’t watch a movie together hold on to me when u get scared. it sucks how u can’t run to me in person & say baby i love you. it sucks how i can’t teach you new things it sucks how i can’t bug you when your watching your favorite show. it sucks how i can’t give the most surprising kiss ever. it sucks how i can’t be your helping hand even when you don’t need it. it just sucks how we were not there for eachother when we both really need it… what really sucks the most is im afraid if i lose you… :(