Her -I want you to reblogg, and post things from me like you do hers. I want you to pay attention to my tumblr , and examine what i write, & how i feel, like how you do to hers? I want you to be able to sleep at my house and not go school the next day like hers. It’s not that i think you like her its just shes so involved with your life, even as a friend, shes more in your life then i could ever be. I can honestly say im a litle jealous.

Them -Do you know how it feels when everyone around you is having a great time with their boyfriends/girlfriends, & going on double/trippel dates, and your left at home with school work, because theres nothing else better to do. Being surrounded by love and its pain. Having to hear stories about what my friends did at their boyfriends/girlfriends house, & all you can say is ” i wish i did/had that” OR all i did was stay home? Do you know how it feels when after school, you see your friends waiting to get picked up with their boyfriends or girlfriends and your waiting to go home on a friday? It’s not that i dont have a life, its just that…Im stuck with people who are being with the one they love, and i can’t be with the one I love, like everyone else & be happy.

When -When we’ll we be able to do the things we could only can dream of? When will you get your licence, and come see me? When will i ever get to hear you say i love you, while looking into your eyes? When can i stop seeing your face in the computer screen? When will you be here to watch me fall asleep? When will you be here to hold me when im cold? When will you be here stay home & babysit with me? When will you be here , so that i could ride in the pasenger seat & hold your hand on the stick shift? When will you be here to take care of me when im sick? When will you be here so i could cook for you? When will i ever see a smile on you face? When will you pick me up from school? when i meet your mom/family? When will i ever ever ever get to be with the one i love? </3